RojoRacing
Donut Powered Wise-guy
Will there be any permanent issue as a result of your recent injuries?
Sadly I don't see how there aren't going to be with how things are progressing so far. If I was going to get back to 100% I would have made much better progress without any of these other complications. I don't want to entertain the idea, but it is back there in the corner of my mind that I may never be able to mtb in the way I used to. I do well to not think about it unless someone asks me when I'm going to get back on my mtb. The idea of being stuck on the road from this point forward makes me want to puke.
Yes there's little doubt in my mind about whether I could train to be on par professional cyclists. I have the ability to be as fast as them but I lack the needed support to achieve such motivation. I'm the kind of person who thrives through competition with other people. Put someone like me into a team training camp style system and I'll pull myself apart to be faster than the other racers. Note how said faster, I never try and be as fast as someone, I always aim to be better and that's an important part of visualizing your goals. Most of the time visualizing a unachievable goal will still get you further then a goal you think you can achieve because that's the thing about goals, who to say what your potential is.
What I suffer from is a lack of regular occurring competition. If I only had faster people to ride with I would raise to the challenge. Take my noon ride group for example, those guys are damn fast but at this point I'm faster. I started out being able to hang at the front and take some pulls then moved onto pulling more then everyone else and now I can drop everyone on demand unless I wear the weight vest. All of that is on the DF bike, on the Vendetta there's no competition at all at this point unless I give myself 3 min handicaps and such which is less fun.
I actually did ok when Ratz gave me challenging workouts but when the plan gave me an easy day I couldn't bring myself to do it because it was boring and I'd get stuck because I'd feel guilty for not doing the easy day and I wouldn't continue onto the next hard day. If you're thinking I'm making the whole idea of training harder then it should be then you're correct but that's how my mind works. Now that I'm back outside maybe I can do my easy days outside and a couple hard days inside with trainer sessions but if I'm going to be on the trainer I'd rather just race in zwift. I probably need one of those drill sergeant type coaches with a leather whip to keep me on track.